okay, so when i was pregnant my baby father hit me when i was 5 weeks with her, i left him, lost total contact with him, he been trying to find me and all this other stuff, he made threats towards me thru aol messenger and everything, said that i better not hide from him or there will be hell to pay and he went crazy, he started smoking more pot everyday all day long non stop, started sniffing heroin and blamed it on me when ever he would do it, blamed me for him leaving his ex girl, i always caught him texting his ex when we would hang out and he would talk to her bout fuc%in her, and how if she gets him xanex that he would go longer and all this other crap, but thats just bout him and how he was,, now i left him cause he went thru my phone and i snapped and cause he got soooo mad when i got a job cause he wouldnt, like how are we going to bring a child into this world if he didnt want to get a job, he didnt want to help me get a doctor, insurance, nothing, so i left him…
now i had my daughter on march 24th.. do i think im doing whats best and not letting him know she is here? he is really crazy and i want wats best for her, i dont want her to get hurt and i have a feeling he will do that to her..
i dont want to be disrespected but i did wats best and that was not to ABORT like what some my family told me to do and now that i didnt they dont want to know nothing about me or her.. except my parents who wanted me to abort but are here for me and love my daughter to death…
am i doing the right thing for her? please help me ease my mind…
He knows there is a baby and that its a girl… thats all.. and that im due in april… thats all… but in reality i was due end march..