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I dont think i can do this thing called life anymore?

  • Posted on May 13, 2011 at 1:22 am

Hi My daughter Audrey past away in May 7th 2008 she was 7 days old the doctor said it was sids it wasnt i havent gotten the death cert, yet . Life goes in waves as
far as mt depression.I feel so guilty for her passing i feel like i
should or could have prevented her death in s.The doctors tell me over
and over that it wasnt me but i cant get seem to understand or fathem
it .I have had such anxiety for the past couple of weeks and i have not
been unable to eat anything for 2 weeks ,I know im not pregnant because
i have no sex drive.My friend commited suicide on the3rd of this month.
Im beginning to understand because this life does suck.I have made so
many bad choices in my life. I refect on them alot. I was a heroin
addict for 1 year i gave my mom gardianship of Kyle that is my first
son. ive been clean for 4yrs. i never call him or see him because of
that guilt i just dont know what to say other then im a suck ass mom
and im sorry so sorry .
I soo
failed him as a mom. I found my ex-fiance dead prior to the drug
abuse.I never used drugs while pregnant with Audrey.While pregnant with
her i tried to eat right take my vitemins ect…
Now The thought of food makes me feel so ill the smell makes me feel
nausous.My hair is falling out in clumps.
At one time i was somewhat religous now im one step from an atheist. I
go through times were i sleep 20hours in a 24hour day that can go on
for 3 to four days at a time.I dont know how to deal with my thoughts
anymore there are way to many thoughts that i cant control. I feel like
im really loosing all love for life. I just hate me.
Thanks for reading im just such a peice of shit…I already know that.
The only joy i have is work but then after 8 hours i need to go
home.When im at work im distracted when im home im unable to half the
time complete a sentence or even think.. I really guess i dont have a
question or maybe i do.
Thanks for ready and hopefully your replies.
marie

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Joke of the day; Don’t be afraid to give it a star….?

  • Posted on May 3, 2011 at 1:21 pm

One day Bill complained to his friend, “My elbow really hurts, I guess I should see a doctor.”

His friend offered, “Don’t do that. There’s a computer at the drug store that can diagnose anything quicker an cheaper than a doctor. Simply put in a sample of your urine and the computer will diagnose your problem and tell you what you can do about it. It only costs $10.”

Bill figured he had nothing to lose, so he filled a jar with a urine sample and went to the drug store. Finding the computer, he poured in the sample and deposited the $10. The computer started making some noise and various lights started flashing. After a brief pause out popped a small slip of paper on which was printed: You have tennis elbow. Soak your arm in warm water. Avoid heavy lifting. It will be better in two weeks.

Late that evening while thinking how amazing this new technology was and how it would change medical science forever, he began to wonder if this machine could be fooled. He decided to give it a try. He mixed together some tap water, a stool sample from his dog and urine samples from his wife and daughter. To top it off, he masturbated into the concoction.

He went back to the drug store, located the machine, poured in the sample and deposited the $10. The computer again made the usual noise and printed out the following message:

Your tap water is too hard. Get a water softener. Your dog has worms. Get him vitamins. Your daughter is using cocaine. Put her in a rehabilitation clinic. Your wife is pregnant with twin girls. They aren’t yours. Get a lawyer. And if you don’t stop jerking off, your tennis elbow will never get better.

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Joke of the day; Don’t be afraid to give it a star….?

  • Posted on May 2, 2011 at 1:23 pm

One day Bill complained to his friend, “My elbow really hurts, I guess I should see a doctor.”

His friend offered, “Don’t do that. There’s a computer at the drug store that can diagnose anything quicker an cheaper than a doctor. Simply put in a sample of your urine and the computer will diagnose your problem and tell you what you can do about it. It only costs $10.”

Bill figured he had nothing to lose, so he filled a jar with a urine sample and went to the drug store. Finding the computer, he poured in the sample and deposited the $10. The computer started making some noise and various lights started flashing. After a brief pause out popped a small slip of paper on which was printed: You have tennis elbow. Soak your arm in warm water. Avoid heavy lifting. It will be better in two weeks.

Late that evening while thinking how amazing this new technology was and how it would change medical science forever, he began to wonder if this machine could be fooled. He decided to give it a try. He mixed together some tap water, a stool sample from his dog and urine samples from his wife and daughter. To top it off, he masturbated into the concoction.

He went back to the drug store, located the machine, poured in the sample and deposited the $10. The computer again made the usual noise and printed out the following message:

Your tap water is too hard. Get a water softener. Your dog has worms. Get him vitamins. Your daughter is using cocaine. Put her in a rehabilitation clinic. Your wife is pregnant with twin girls. They aren’t yours. Get a lawyer. And if you don’t stop jerking off, your tennis elbow will never get better.

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How can I divorce my husband if I don’t know where he is?

  • Posted on April 24, 2011 at 4:20 pm

He abandoned my daughter and I to pursue his meth use, so I left the state with my daughter to live with my family. Once I meet the state’s residency requirement of six months, how can I proceed with a divorce if I don’t know where he is in order to serve him with divorce papers?

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What would you do if you were in love with a drug addict? PLEASE HELP I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO DO!!?

  • Posted on March 28, 2011 at 5:20 am

I am completely in love with a drug addict. This guy has been using drugs for years. Every drug going. He’s been addicted to heroin and crack for 10 years.
He reckons he is clean and he tells me that he loves me. But i know that he doesn’t. He has another life at the weekends. He has a baby daughter who he goes to see and i recently found out that him and his daughters mom are together, Though he completly denies that to me. But he has even had a tatoo of her name done. He said its cause she’s the mother if his child. I know he lies to me about everything. He always asks me for money although he never has anyting to show for it!! He always seems to owe somebody.
I cannot say how much i love him. I want to help him. The things that he says to me makes my heart do somersaults, He says that he has never felt this way about anybody and he wants to spend the rest of his life with me. Then he’ll disappear and i won’t hear from him for days! I know i’m foolish but i love him. any advice?

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What would you do if you were in love with a drug addict? PLEASE HELP I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO DO!!?

  • Posted on March 27, 2011 at 7:23 am

I am completely in love with a drug addict. This guy has been using drugs for years. Every drug going. He’s been addicted to heroin and crack for 10 years.
He reckons he is clean and he tells me that he loves me. But i know that he doesn’t. He has another life at the weekends. He has a baby daughter who he goes to see and i recently found out that him and his daughters mom are together, Though he completly denies that to me. But he has even had a tatoo of her name done. He said its cause she’s the mother if his child. I know he lies to me about everything. He always asks me for money although he never has anyting to show for it!! He always seems to owe somebody.
I cannot say how much i love him. I want to help him. The things that he says to me makes my heart do somersaults, He says that he has never felt this way about anybody and he wants to spend the rest of his life with me. Then he’ll disappear and i won’t hear from him for days! I know i’m foolish but i love him. any advice?

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Do you think it is bad to drink one or two drinks in front of a child at a restaurant? I dont see the big deal?

  • Posted on March 22, 2011 at 5:23 pm

So tomorrow im going out to an early dinner with one of my really good friends usually we have a good time and have three or four drinks at dinner but she has to babysit her bfs daughter who is 7 years old Im not driving them at all Im meeting them there is it wrong to have just one or two drinks in front of the child because its not like im getting drunk at all??

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My mom is an alcoholic; I don’t want her to meet my best friend?

  • Posted on March 19, 2011 at 10:17 pm

This sounds so bad to say, but I really really REALLY don’t want my mom meeting my best friend. My friend lives around here, but is moving to the other side of the country … So, in a couple months I’m going to see her there. My mom wants to come, since I’m only 16 and “not old enough” to go by myself. I have been best friends with this girl for like, forever, but my mom and her have never met. Mainly because my mom is an alcoholic, bottom line … and I didn’t want them meeting. Now my mom says she wants to meet her when I go to see her. [I don't even know why she does though, she never even cared before.] My mom is also very sensitive and gets very verbally abusive if I bring up her drinking. And that is obviously the main reason I don’t want them meeting. So, is there anything I can do to prevent them from meeting? I was thinking of me meeting my friend in a public place then going back to her house to hang out, or something like that … so they wouldn’t meet but I don’t know. I just can’t directly tell my mom no … because of how she is … & My best friend DOES know my mom is an alcoholic, we have talked about it a lot of times. Especially when I’m really upset. When my mom is drunk [which is pretty much all day] she does crazy things … like taking her shirt off or singing and dancing and stuff like that. It’s embarassing. I just don’t want her to see that … Please help me. I’m not trying to sound like the worst daughter on earth but I really can’t stop thinking about how terrible it will be.

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My mom is an alcoholic; I don’t want her to meet my best friend?

  • Posted on March 19, 2011 at 12:17 am

This sounds so bad to say, but I really really REALLY don’t want my mom meeting my best friend. My friend lives around here, but is moving to the other side of the country … So, in a couple months I’m going to see her there. My mom wants to come, since I’m only 16 and “not old enough” to go by myself. I have been best friends with this girl for like, forever, but my mom and her have never met. Mainly because my mom is an alcoholic, bottom line … and I didn’t want them meeting. Now my mom says she wants to meet her when I go to see her. [I don't even know why she does though, she never even cared before.] My mom is also very sensitive and gets very verbally abusive if I bring up her drinking. And that is obviously the main reason I don’t want them meeting. So, is there anything I can do to prevent them from meeting? I was thinking of me meeting my friend in a public place then going back to her house to hang out, or something like that … so they wouldn’t meet but I don’t know. I just can’t directly tell my mom no … because of how she is … & My best friend DOES know my mom is an alcoholic, we have talked about it a lot of times. Especially when I’m really upset. When my mom is drunk [which is pretty much all day] she does crazy things … like taking her shirt off or singing and dancing and stuff like that. It’s embarassing. I just don’t want her to see that … Please help me. I’m not trying to sound like the worst daughter on earth but I really can’t stop thinking about how terrible it will be.

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My mom is an alcoholic; I don’t want her to meet my best friend?

  • Posted on March 18, 2011 at 2:17 am

This sounds so bad to say, but I really really REALLY don’t want my mom meeting my best friend. My friend lives around here, but is moving to the other side of the country … So, in a couple months I’m going to see her there. My mom wants to come, since I’m only 16 and “not old enough” to go by myself. I have been best friends with this girl for like, forever, but my mom and her have never met. Mainly because my mom is an alcoholic, bottom line … and I didn’t want them meeting. Now my mom says she wants to meet her when I go to see her. [I don't even know why she does though, she never even cared before.] My mom is also very sensitive and gets very verbally abusive if I bring up her drinking. And that is obviously the main reason I don’t want them meeting. So, is there anything I can do to prevent them from meeting? I was thinking of me meeting my friend in a public place then going back to her house to hang out, or something like that … so they wouldn’t meet but I don’t know. I just can’t directly tell my mom no … because of how she is … & My best friend DOES know my mom is an alcoholic, we have talked about it a lot of times. Especially when I’m really upset. When my mom is drunk [which is pretty much all day] she does crazy things … like taking her shirt off or singing and dancing and stuff like that. It’s embarassing. I just don’t want her to see that … Please help me. I’m not trying to sound like the worst daughter on earth but I really can’t stop thinking about how terrible it will be.

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