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linking of depression?/??

  • Posted on September 26, 2010 at 12:17 am

i know i ask a lot of questions having to do with an eating disorder, but im trying to fight this on my own cuz i dont have the guts to tell my parents
anyway, after trying to recover last summer and gaining a lot of weight, i couldnt stand losing my control and so i started to binge and throw up
it was sad cuz i promised myself i wouldnt do that
anyway, it has gotten addicting, somewhat
but ever since i started that, i feel extremely sad
its been a month since ive stopped binging, but i still throw up sometimes and over excercise, or eat little
but i feel tired, if someone shakes my body or hugs me my body hurts for some reason, i feel like crying all the time, i dont like to talk to anyone anymore, im never hungry anymore, i feel blah, i dont want to do nething nemore, i feel hopeless, but i still keep my grades up….idk how but i have to or else my parents will suspect something
am i depressed or just sad or wat
im not planning to tell my parents or doctors cuz i feel their picture of a perfect daughter will be ruined and ill be ashamed forever
i know that stupid….but thats how i think…for a smart girl i think stupidly =[ oh well idc anymore

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