i guess its not completely done, but this is most of it. its only the rough draft. i just want to know if you like it. its about my life now and the strugles im going through. its esentually a message to my parents i guess. tell me what you thing please. thank you.
All I ever wanted was to be called his.
But now that I am, everything seems to change.
It should be enough being his,
but the distance between us,
is almost to much to bare.
I hear people talk about young love,
and how great it is,
but then they act as if its a sin.
i hear them say that they dont control who I’m with,
but then they forbid me to see him.
Are they just mere hypocrites or is there something more?
Complications seem to run my life.
How did things get like this,
after all we have been through,
its still no better?
Nothing seems to help,
no matter what is said,
they will always reject him as they have done thier own daughter.
But how can i fix the past,
what can i do,
when i am never heard when i explain?
Sometimes i think letting him go,
would heal this pain for both of us,
but when we try,
everything gets worse,
and soon im back in his arms again.
Late at night,
while they are fast asleep,
i cry out to God,
asking him why he alows these things to happen,
i never really get a clear answer,
but its said He works in misteious ways.
I cant help but to want to give into the yearnig,
to leave,
to leave this place i have called home,
for a safe one.
the addictions are just to strong here,
soon it may take me over,
and i fear for that i may lose my Love, my everything.
Now all that i want,
is to give all of me to him, my Love.
Nothing seems to be enough, but then,
we are human.
