he gets em from his job hes in construction, somehow, i see him with a few and i only knew he took it bc his friend said he did. SO, we been together 2 yrs, and i have a 3 yr old daughter ( not his we met him after she was born) were happy, weve had our ups and downs. But we had a good time went to a party, my daughter was at my moms.
So we were all having a good time, i had a few drinks and so did he but he took oxycodone, perc’s. I didnt notice this nor did i care until now, because he was doing some stripper dance thing for this lady hes known for years, so i didnt say ne thing but i heard her say somehting like oh i feel like im 20, so it urked me. I gave him a look and he went out to smoke a cigarette, i followed him and called him out on it, and said what were you doing? and that it made me feel bad, to watch that.
He said ive known her for years! and then he said i dont care if she was 35 45 55 or 65 ill do it again, so i left the party. I was pissed. but i forgot my jacket and cell phone there, so i went home fell asleep for a while, and woke up 5am he still wasnt home. I went back out walked thre, he was alone there with his guy friend, then i walked in grabbed my coat and told him i forgot it, he was like where the fuc* were you? as if i was out somewhere bad. and i said home, sleeping, he said ur a fckin lier. and i walked out of the house bc that was rediculous.
Then, he comes home 20 minutes after me slambs my bedroom door shut ( we live together) and comes back in and says im going to watch football at my brothers tomorrow your not invited, think about what you want to do. So to me that meant were breaking up. SO i argued back and was like i didnt know u knew her all these years and not to worry, bc i was insecure he said you dont trust me and i cant have that. So i walked back in the room went to sleep and woke up I appologized, he was playing with my daughter seemed in a great mood, and ignored me appology. I said im sorry for being so insecure i shouldnt have said anything. so since i got noanswer i went into my room again, he comes in short after gets dressed ready to leave, and i said are we broken up? he said thats up to me.
I decided to prove to him il trust him and be better (like a moron) , but his mom saw me crying asked whats wrong i told her. He texts me from his brothers about did I tell his mom anything that I shoudt have. turns out the local deli was talking about how the boys were taking pills, his mom got pissed and mortified, so in addition to hearing this and that he gave me an ultimatum she cussed him. So bc of that he told me to pack my shit and get out, so when he got home i tried to convince him otherwise but he was calm and so emotionless. He said its over. DO you think hes newly taking these percs more and it could be the cause of the break up?
Or, do you think he was just tired of me not trusting him?
he said hell always be there for us but he cant do this anymore.. SO 2 years down the drain haulted in something i had no clue about within 24 hours time. Breakup. now im back at home and so heartbroken, but since i have a baby i know i have to focus on her, and love her more then any man and since i know he takes those pills i know hes no good for her..even if he comes back around!
