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Just polling who thinks anna nicole’s death was an accident or had something to do with the money.?

  • Posted on April 28, 2011 at 12:20 pm

Just a thought, Son dies from meth 3 days after the daughter is born, making the baby the only heir to Anna’s money if something happened to her. Now something has happened and there are so many more claims coming out for that poor little girl who is the only heir to that money. Why didn’t the claims come out earlier and wouldn’t it just be a coincident if anna died from the same thing her son died from.

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is it missing something? and do you like it?

  • Posted on April 4, 2011 at 4:21 pm

i guess its not completely done, but this is most of it. its only the rough draft. i just want to know if you like it. its about my life now and the strugles im going through. its esentually a message to my parents i guess. tell me what you thing please. thank you.

All I ever wanted was to be called his.
But now that I am, everything seems to change.
It should be enough being his,
but the distance between us,
is almost to much to bare.

I hear people talk about young love,
and how great it is,
but then they act as if its a sin.
i hear them say that they dont control who I’m with,
but then they forbid me to see him.
Are they just mere hypocrites or is there something more?

Complications seem to run my life.
How did things get like this,
after all we have been through,
its still no better?

Nothing seems to help,
no matter what is said,
they will always reject him as they have done thier own daughter.
But how can i fix the past,
what can i do,
when i am never heard when i explain?

Sometimes i think letting him go,
would heal this pain for both of us,
but when we try,
everything gets worse,
and soon im back in his arms again.

Late at night,
while they are fast asleep,
i cry out to God,
asking him why he alows these things to happen,
i never really get a clear answer,
but its said He works in misteious ways.

I cant help but to want to give into the yearnig,
to leave,
to leave this place i have called home,
for a safe one.
the addictions are just to strong here,
soon it may take me over,
and i fear for that i may lose my Love, my everything.

Now all that i want,
is to give all of me to him, my Love.
Nothing seems to be enough, but then,
we are human.

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Should I take the blame for something I didn’t do, if it means I can avoid breaking a promise?

  • Posted on March 12, 2011 at 3:20 pm

Out of me and my younger sister, I was always the ‘bad’ daughter, because I smoked cigarettes and weed, was addicted to amphetamines and opiods (including heroin, occasionally), was an alcoholic, and most of my friends were dealers. I was like that from about 13 til two months ago, when I suddenly had a change of heart (I’m almost 19 now). I’ve quit all drugs (apart from caffiene and nicotine :P) and quit drinking, cold turkey. I decided to be healthy, and on top of that, to be an honest person, and live in a moral way, so I could start making up for how awful I’d been in the past.

Part of my new life is my decision that I would NEVER break a promise, because I want to be honest. Another thing I decided was that I would do everything I could to avoid causing people harm, and I would protect and look after my family as best I could.

This is my problem: my 14yr old sister (who, as far as my mom knows, is 100% good and has never done anything wrong) came home from school stinking of weed. My mom smelled it, and immediately assumed it was me who had been smoking it, because of my past. I said I hadn’t been smoking weed (which is true), but she doesn’t believe me, and is pulling a huge guilt trip which is making me really upset. My sister told me that not only did she smoke weed today, but that she smokes it very often, and drinks. She’s planning to go out and get drunk and stoned tonight, having lied to my mum about where she’s going. But she made me PROMISE not to tell our parents any of this.

What is the right course of action here? I would hate to break my promise, but on the other hand, I’m afraid she might get hurt or go down the same path I did if I don’t break the promise. And that would break the vow I made to protect my loved ones. Also, it’s unfair that I should be punished for something I didn’t do.
But then again, I feel like it’s my fault that she’s got in with a bad crowd (a lot of her friends do drugs, and she’s started to help her dealer friends measuring, packing and moving the weed on), because of the awful role model set to her. Should I set that right by telling my mom and hoping she will stop my sister ending up like I did? Or should I just take the blame and do nothing?

What is the moral course of action here?

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Should I take the blame for something I didn’t do, if it means I can avoid breaking a promise?

  • Posted on March 11, 2011 at 5:20 pm

Out of me and my younger sister, I was always the ‘bad’ daughter, because I smoked cigarettes and weed, was addicted to amphetamines and opiods (including heroin, occasionally), was an alcoholic, and most of my friends were dealers. I was like that from about 13 til two months ago, when I suddenly had a change of heart (I’m almost 19 now). I’ve quit all drugs (apart from caffiene and nicotine :P) and quit drinking, cold turkey. I decided to be healthy, and on top of that, to be an honest person, and live in a moral way, so I could start making up for how awful I’d been in the past.

Part of my new life is my decision that I would NEVER break a promise, because I want to be honest. Another thing I decided was that I would do everything I could to avoid causing people harm, and I would protect and look after my family as best I could.

This is my problem: my 14yr old sister (who, as far as my mom knows, is 100% good and has never done anything wrong) came home from school stinking of weed. My mom smelled it, and immediately assumed it was me who had been smoking it, because of my past. I said I hadn’t been smoking weed (which is true), but she doesn’t believe me, and is pulling a huge guilt trip which is making me really upset. My sister told me that not only did she smoke weed today, but that she smokes it very often, and drinks. She’s planning to go out and get drunk and stoned tonight, having lied to my mum about where she’s going. But she made me PROMISE not to tell our parents any of this.

What is the right course of action here? I would hate to break my promise, but on the other hand, I’m afraid she might get hurt or go down the same path I did if I don’t break the promise. And that would break the vow I made to protect my loved ones. Also, it’s unfair that I should be punished for something I didn’t do.
But then again, I feel like it’s my fault that she’s got in with a bad crowd (a lot of her friends do drugs, and she’s started to help her dealer friends measuring, packing and moving the weed on), because of the awful role model set to her. Should I set that right by telling my mom and hoping she will stop my sister ending up like I did? Or should I just take the blame and do nothing?

What is the moral course of action here?

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My daughter came home from dad’s complaining that he smoked something that burned her eyes, made her cough…

  • Posted on February 25, 2011 at 5:20 am

She is 13 and knows what cigarettes and marijuana smell like. I have called the police and am awaiting special investigations department to open. She said that it burned her eyes, tickled her throat and made her cough. I know that 15 years ago he had smoked crack cocaine, and I suspect that it is what he smoked. She has been “seeing ghosts” and “it moved by itself” which started at his house on Saturday night and continued through Sunday night after she returned home! Which she reported to me at bedtime Sunday night. We will meet with a counselor and/or the police tomorrow to discuss it. Would crack cocaine or maybe crystal meth make a person hallucinate? She couldn’t describe the smell but said that the smell was in her stuffed animals: Maybe I should take the stuffed animals to the police. What could be my best plans of action now? Of course, she will not return to his apartment anytime soon! I was told to consult an attorney about visitation. Can you help us, please?

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Something I wrote ideas and views please?

  • Posted on February 1, 2011 at 7:21 pm

Addiction to foundation and lip gloss

Self abuse through high heels and stomach strinking diets

Bitchy jokes whispered through conditioned hair.

I will give it all to my daughter

My sisters will never see a day when can all live together as an equal sex today
we can* all live

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Serious parenting question: Should I write a note or something?

  • Posted on January 24, 2011 at 9:24 pm

My daughter is five and they went on a field trip today. Apparently, they were in a rush to get back on the bus and after letting them carry bottled water and drink all the Capri Sun they wanted, the chaperones didn’t allow for time to use the bathroom before they boarded the bus back to the school.

Needless to say, she had an accident. I went to school and brought her dry clothes and she wanted to come home early so I went ahead and let her.

She’s afraid to go back tomorrow because the other kids (one in particular) are going to make fun of her. I feel terrible for her. She NEVER has accidents. This was a one time freak thing.

Should I write a note to her teacher in the morning letting her know how upset she is? I hate to think she’s going to go get teased tomorrow because we all know how cruel kids can be.
Before anyone says anything, I know this isn’t exactly in the right category, but all my contacts hang out here and it’s their opinions that matter the most.
I know Lilbit.. I know..

:(

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My daughter came home from dad’s complaining that he smoked something that burned her eyes, made her cough…

  • Posted on January 23, 2011 at 1:22 pm

She is 13 and knows what cigarettes and marijuana smell like. I have called the police and am awaiting special investigations department to open. She said that it burned her eyes, tickled her throat and made her cough. I know that 15 years ago he had smoked crack cocaine, and I suspect that it is what he smoked. She has been “seeing ghosts” and “it moved by itself” which started at his house on Saturday night and continued through Sunday night after she returned home! Which she reported to me at bedtime Sunday night. We will meet with a counselor and/or the police tomorrow to discuss it. Would crack cocaine or maybe crystal meth make a person hallucinate? She couldn’t describe the smell but said that the smell was in her stuffed animals: Maybe I should take the stuffed animals to the police. What could be my best plans of action now? Of course, she will not return to his apartment anytime soon! I was told to consult an attorney about visitation. Can you help us, please?

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I need to know of something natural that helps clear up mucas….?

  • Posted on January 18, 2011 at 11:23 am

my daughter is having a hard time breathing right now. She has asthma and takes meds for those but right now she’s full of the runny stuff. I know to make her drink loads of water and to stay away from dairy which she already does. But I am looking for something natural like from the health food store that I could give her to help dry it up. I don’t want something that will make it come up because that makes it much worse for her she can’t even take Mucinex because it will make her gag and breath really badly.

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I need to know of something natural that helps clear up mucas….?

  • Posted on January 18, 2011 at 11:23 am

my daughter is having a hard time breathing right now. She has asthma and takes meds for those but right now she’s full of the runny stuff. I know to make her drink loads of water and to stay away from dairy which she already does. But I am looking for something natural like from the health food store that I could give her to help dry it up. I don’t want something that will make it come up because that makes it much worse for her she can’t even take Mucinex because it will make her gag and breath really badly.

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