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how do i get past the total hatred i have for this person?

  • Posted on January 7, 2011 at 11:21 am

i hate my grandmother’s best friend, Erica and i can’t stand her daughter, Amalie, why she named her Amalie when that literally means work when she depends on a welfare check every month and refuses to get a real job, i have no idea.

this woman is everything i’m against, plus she dont like me. every time she sees me she gives me the dirtiest looks ever. i heard her talking about me too. how rude and nasty and out of control i am. pfh im horrible? atleast i dont have to see a shrink and be on meds like her daughter. atleast i dont mess around and make babies with heroin addicts like her. atleast i dont spend my time hating on someone whos about 40 years younger.

i really dont like laziness and not trying. i always tell my cousins when i watch them that i can accept when they cant do it and fail but i cant and wont accept when they dont even try. and this lady is so ugh i cant stand her. she always comes over at dinner time and my mom being a “good person” and “not a bxtch” gives her some food. like wtf? free loader much??

another thing i dont like is poor table manners and her daughter has NO table manners what so ever. shes freaking FOURTEEN almost FIFTEEN and she can’t eat with out food coming out of her mouth. and her mother talking about her first period during dinner? disgusting much?

so how do i get rid of this total hatred i have for Erica and Amalie and just be whatever. every time i see them i can feel the hatred, i never hated anyone like that before
they are rude, disgusting, arrogant, people and they think the taxpayers owe them something. i heard her talking one time about how she deserves every penny she gets from the government

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my 4 year old daughter is coming to live with me but i’ve only met her a total of 5 times?

  • Posted on September 18, 2010 at 1:23 pm

It was either me or foster care. I love my daughter, but I barely know the kid. Her mother/the love of my life is addicted to heroin and cps had to be called in ect. I sort of blame myself for it, I remember when we were teenagers and we did it together for the first time. Only thing is I grew up, kind of. I was there when my daughter was born and I saw her sporadically over 4 years. Her mom lives In los angeles and I live in brooklyn how was that ever going to work? My daughter is coming Tuesday. I don’t know what to do. My living enviroment isn’t exactly toddler friendly. I had to do some major cleaning up in my room. I live in a one bedroom apartment. So my new abode is the couch. I don’t know what she likes, we’re strangers to each other. I don’t even know if she’s going to like it here, I know its my chance to make up for the 4 years I wasn’t there but it wasn’t exactly my decision to move to california but I didn’t exactly stop her either….how do I prepare for this? This time I’m actually going to have to be a dad, its just going to be the two of us. I can’t change the past, but I’m not sure I’m cut out for this whole dad thing, but now I’m responsible for someone other than myself, for the first time in my 21 years of life.

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